Saved
Are you saved, boys and girls?
Have you taken Jesus as your savior?
It's autumn, 1939, or maybe 40,
so I'm five or six years old,
and I'm seated in a circle
with my schoolmates
in a one-room schoolhouse
deep in the back woods
of Bedford County,
all of us with our eyes closed,
and in the middle of the circle,
an itinerant preacher giving us
his spiel, and all around me
a counterpoint of amens,
and yeslords, and praisegods,
especially from the older kids,
but I'm feeling lost
and queasy in the stomach,
not knowing what to say,
not comprehending, are you saved?
Saved from what?
And savior isn't a word
I've learned from the comic strips
I read, but I open my eyes
enough to squint across the circle,
and there behind the preacher
I see Henry--a farm boy
who's dared me
to a pissing match out behind
the cedar trees and the only kid,
so far, with anything to say to me--
and he has his finger
up his nose, his eyes crossed
and his tongue sticking out,
and it's all I can do
to keep from laughing aloud,
and though I never saw Henry
again after second grade,
I still remember his silent exegesis,
how he saved me that autumn day.
--- Julian Crowell
My thanks to Passager for publishing
"Saved" in their Issue 46, 2008.
Julian Crowell was born and raised in Tennessee. Before
becoming a poet, he taught physics and mathematics at colleges in
Pakistan, Virginia, North Carolina, Turkey, Algeria and New
Jersey, and then joined the corporate world for several years
before retiring. He lives in Massachusetts, has been married for
more than 50 years and has three adult children.
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