Homerun At Fenway
For Aurel (1898-1994)
No next of kin, no fear of flight, the ball
rejects the Earth. I watch it climb its high
sweet curve --past Stars & Stripes, past careless sprawl
of clouds strung-out on August's tepid sky--
then disappear, a childlike dream let loose.
In that release, I find the kind of thread
the mind will happen on, but seldom choose;
I think of you, a prisoner of your bed
of drab and steel, obliged to fight your days
of age alone. You'd love to shout, hosanna,
just fly away, skip over death's delays,
dear one, whose daughters name you Pollyanna,
whose style is joie de vivre, chic red dresses,
the extra mile, the helping hand --and kisses.
--- Julian Crowell
Thanks to The Lyric
for publishing
"Homerun At Fenway"
in its Spring, 2004 issue.
Personal note from Julian Crowell:
"Homerun At Fenway" is my Mother-in-Law poem. Earlier I mentioned that it was Aurel's recitations of famous poems --as I sat beside her bed and read them to her-- that inspired me to write a poem for her. Starting from zero. The only other poems I'd ever written were bawdy limericks in my high school days. The poem eventually morphed from long rambling free verse into a sonnet and was published by The Lyric almost exactly ten years after her death.
Why-for-god's-sake-baseball? For a mother-in-law? Especially since she wasn't a baseball fan? It was this way. My father-in-law, Bob, died 30 years before Aurel. Bob was a big sports fan, particularly baseball. And years after Bob's death, when we drove to Delaware to visit Aurel in summertime, we often found her puttering around her apartment --with an Orioles' game on the TV. She wasn't really paying attention to the game. I think it was just her way of feeling close to Bob. So...
Yes, I'm sure it must be the wonkiest sonnet you ever read. But when someone comes moseying in from far left field, you have to expect that things will be a little bit off center.
Julian Crowell was born and raised in Tennessee. Before becoming a poet, he taught physics and mathematics at colleges in Pakistan, Virginia, North Carolina, Turkey, Algeria and New Jersey, and then joined the corporate world for several years before retiring. He lives in Massachusetts, has been married for more than 50 years and has three adult children.
All rights reserved.
© The Arts, etc., Copyright 2009
| |