Bedford County, Tennessee, 1934
I should have stayed in utero, put off
the voyage down my mother's birth canal
and used the time to figure out a rationale
for landing in this place, a planet
out of work, a world bedeviled by
the usual homo sapiens angst-the need
to pigeonhole the creatures, cull elect
from non-elect, which those days meant
the paradigm was Nazis at the helm,
but Jews and Gypsies, Blacks and Browns
and all us other Untermenschen
portioned out as soap or ashes.
In Bedford County, too, we were berserk
that year, insane enough to keep up with
the Fuehrer's jackboot folk. We burned
the court-house in our rage to lynch
a black man. Later, in my teens, I found
a snap-shot Mom had hidden from me--
flames that shouted from exploding windows,
raping winter's helpless night--
as if to hide that photo could save me
from the human stain, as if the raging fire
that gulped the midnight air could drown
the world around, but leave me safely on the ark.
--- Julian Crowell
My thanks to Blue Collar Review for publishing
"Bedford County, Tennessee, 1934" in their
Winter 2006-2007 issue.
Julian Crowell was born and raised in Tennessee. Before
becoming a poet, he taught physics and mathematics at colleges in
Pakistan, Virginia, North Carolina, Turkey, Algeria and New
Jersey, and then joined the corporate world for several years
before retiring. He lives in Massachusetts, has been married for
more than 50 years and has three adult children.
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