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Sometimes I Dream That Alice Lyman Is Isaac Stern
    for Alice, of course
          In the dream, he's always on the road, Alice, 
          on his way to play Beethoven's Violin Concerto with us,
          but he never does arrive on time.
          
          The whole world but him, it seems, is in the hall.  
          The lights dim, maestro raises his baton, and in the hush 
          the tymps tap-out their mystic call.  
          
          Just in time, the concert-mistress stands 
          beside her chair: you lift your violin and play his part.  
          Among the brass there is this ninth-grade kid.
          
          I think he might be me. His horn is silent 
          on his lap.  He's sitting, mouth agape -- as if he's seen 
          the moon come through the window --
          
          entranced to hear his teacher being Isaac Stern.
          When you cross Beethoven's bridge from Larghetto 
          into Rondo the violin begins to play
          
          on autopilot.  The kid, beside himself, is floating 
          high above the stage, like one of Chagall's barnyard 
          creatures, dreaming dreams of peasants romping
          
          in the fields.  A smile lights up his face, 
          as if he's found a holy grail, like baseball 
          or Cuban jazz, and, Alice, down in the aisle, 
          
          Isaac Stern has come at last; you're clasping hands 
          with him and Herr Beethoven, the three of you 
          dancing in a circle, dancing, dancing, dancing.
          
          
          			--- Julian Crowell
          				
          	My thanks to Passager for publishing 'Sometimes
          	I Dream That Alice Lyman Is Isaac Stern' in their
          	Issue 34, 2001.
          
          
Personal note from Julian Crowell:
The poem isn't entirely fantasy. When he was about 28, Isaac Stern really did come to Oak Ridge, Tennessee to play the Beethoven Concerto. Alice really was concert mistress of the Oak Ridge Symphony Orchestra. She was my junior high (public) school music teacher, the most important teacher I ever had. She really did have the custom of taking two or three of her best junior high students to play in the Orchestra; you know, 3rd cornet (me), 3rd French horn, etc. I know it sounds crazy that a town of about 70,000 would have an orchestra, especially a town in Tennessee, but it was just about three years after WWII ended, and every third or fourth person in town was still a physicist or biophysicist, etc., and for many of these folks, playing musical instruments was their main avocation. You can imagine what all of this meant to a crazy kid from probably the poorest area (financially & intellectually) of that state.


Julian Crowell was born and raised in Tennessee. Before becoming a poet, he taught physics and mathematics at colleges in Pakistan, Virginia, North Carolina, Turkey, Algeria and New Jersey, and then joined the corporate world for several years before retiring. He lives in Massachusetts, has been married for more than 50 years and has three adult children.

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